"there's nothing worse than cold eggs"

yes there are!
that's suc ha stupid line
i can think of many many things that are worse than cold eggs
i mean, at this point in time, i'd rather have cold eggs than anything else i have to do

stupid people
hate you all!

not you.
you're reading this
so cheer up while i tell you about my sorrows =)
i hate the people who are CAUSING the sorrows
although tuyen says "hate" is a really strong word
but, come to think of it, "hate" is the only emotion that humans are really sure of
correct?
i mean okay, opposite of hate = love
and everyone's going
"what's love?"
"how do you know you're in love?"

but when it comes to hate
everyone KNOWS what htey ahte
and what it feels like to hate
it's like
this bubbly feeling
inside you
but a BAD bubbly
because you know that if you succumb to the mounting anger
you'll explode
and so will the person who you're angry at

and everyone says how much they hate school
but me?
i love school :D
i really really do!

there's nothing better than going somewhere where i belong
where i fit in effortlessly
and just sit down
be surrounded by friends
and books
many many books
and
know that when i leave that day
i would have learnt something new-that my mind has been expanded in some way or another

for instance
on thursday
i learnt that you should never stand next to danielle when someone forgets her birthday
or "forgets" her birthday
because she screams loudly
and it hurts

on friday
i learnt how to draw quadratics in the form of y=(x-h) + k

yeah thats right.

betcha didn't learn something THAT great!
okay so it doesn't seem like the greatest thing to be learnt
but in a way, it's opened my mind!
every time i look at a quadratic function
it makes just that tiny bit more sense to me!
oh and i've come to notice that i don't know how to factorise
so i'm goign to go laern how to do that
yes yes. in my own time
why?
because i DO NOT intend to fall behind next year
and have to fall back on a tutor

because the only tutor i can think of atm is peter
and i really don't want to make him do my work
because that would be weird
"hey there friend! DO MY WORK"

ha.
hmmm O_O

i bought 2 new books yesterdya :D

well, actually mother bought them for me
but i'm not complaining :D

"it gives me great joy, ladies and gentlemen, to inform you that my grand total has reached 258 books!"

yay !

now all i need is one of those HUUUUGE ceiling to floor bookcases to fill up :D
that would be aweosme
because then i could fill my entire bedroom with them
and then i'd have my own beauty and the beast library

ah beauty and the beast

no comment on that on, dearies

i shoul dbe doing my essay
that is due on monday
and i haven't started yet
i'mglad i'm no t at viet school this year
for 2 reasons!

1. i would get about ahlf as much hw done
2. i might unintentionally hurt someone
badly

but that's besidees the point atm

shoudl do work

book launhc soon!
and only
...6 days to wait :D

cheer me up please!

okay so
cheer me up
c'mon
i'm WAITING!

gosh.

you know, this may sound really really corny
and most of you proabbly wouldn't understand
but i wish i lived closer ot church

why?
well because if i did
then i could just go and sit in there
jsut by myself
that's all i want

why? (dude you are ONE CURIOUS CHILD)
well because it's peaceful in there
it's quiet
it's calm
it's perfect

it's the only place where i know that i can be alone
and not be judged
alone being by myself with God
silence is good sometimes

but maybe i need some happy time :D
okay that sounded quite...odd
but i need a time when i can just relax
and scream
and ROAR
as loudly as i feel
wihtout anyone giving me weird looks

oh yeah
i'm th elittle girl who never cares aboutw hat other people think
riiiight
okay so well i'm about to stop caring abot what othe rpeople think
and just have fun
(pffft)

ah i think when i let my beautiful book go
when i left her at the publisher (yeah it's a girl. because i'ma girl)
i left with her my heart
:(
really depressing i know
but i put my herat and soul into that thing
that gorgeous thing
and now
she's gone
yeah yeah i'll get her back
but what am i supposed to do for the next 2 weeks without her?
i have no ...motivation to do work now
even thuogh it's just piling up
stupid work

i guess i ought to try and work now

oh i borrowd 6 books from the library today
that'd give me something to do =)

smile for me! (cause i won't be)

ecstasy

imdoneimdoneimdoneimdone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINISHED!!

REMEMBER THIS DAY, GUYS!!!

THE FIFTEENTH OF AUGUST

TWO THOUSAND AND NINE!!

FINISHED!!


EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

It's my time. I will rise

challenge: find out where those lyrics are from
WITHOUT GOOGLING

aha
google-ing
googling

well tomorrow is D- day
oh btw why is it "D" day?
i mean...yeah
anyways
tomorrow is a big day
and
that's really all i have to say on the topic of tomorrow

don't even know why i started this entry
maybe because there's something worth talking about
it's just
not on the surface =)
so it may take a bit of babbling to find

....

have you ever
ever
ever
(aha danielle...hatchet)
ever felt that you nee dto say soemthing
BUT YOU JUST CAN'T FIND IT??!

yeah well
ha.

next year's musical is Beauty and the Beast
should be freaking awesome

you know whati want to do guys?
i want
to
have a
...
DAY

okay that sounded sutpid
let me start again

so i have this idea, guys
and i think most of you (andy...weetyr...jack)
have heard it before
but i 'm going to say it again
for the benefit of those who have not yet heard this idea
which, by the way
i think is a pretty brilliant one
that we should all just
come to my house
and clear out the shed
and
JAM
=)

yeah i know right.
brilliance to the max =P
but no seriously
we should do it
it would be awesome
we'd wake up the neighbours and everything
(evne though it'll be in the middle of the day...)
but it'd be awesome

like
me with my keyboarding
and jack with his boom boom boom bass
and weetyr on bang bang BANG drums
andy...toot toot? sax :D
danielle
falling over everything
katrina'd need a mic
aah and we need
i think that's it?
that's freaking awesome
but yeah
just a
thought of mine

nothing too odd

um i need to...do soemthing
but i don't remember what
ugh
book
*daggerrrr*
need to get it DONE
but i'm up to editing stage
so it should be easy
ish

gillies said it was awesome
for year 10 level
he said it was brilliant
so did dama
SO THERE TO ALL THSOE WHO DIDN"T THINK I"D BE ABLE TO DO IT!!
(ie dama..lol)

IN YOUR STUPID FAT UGLY FACES!
that ought to teach you to NOT believe in me
gosh.

you know, i'm sure i'm capable of a lot of things
you just dont give me the room i need to show to stretch out and see what i can do
i mean
this whole
NO YOU CAN"T
you might fail
and make a fool of yourself
thing
is just NOT GOOD
i mean, how am i supposed to know if i'm capable of being a 14 year old published author with this hugely successful bestseller
that even YOU like
when you don't even let me try?
you think i ought to be locke dup
and NOT shared with the world

gosh.

yeah that g oes for all of you.
ALLLL of you
every single person out there
who has ever doubted my ability
yeah that's everyone
don't worry
everyone dose it
so yuo're not alone ine ver thinking tha ti'm not good enough
don't feel too bad

hey you knoww aht?
danielle?
i COULD make my sci-fi short story into a hugely popular BESTSELLER NOVEL?!
an dyou coudl star in it :D
of course, with your drool =)
aha...

ah this is really really
O_O

you knwo sometimes i just wish i could just
like
(aha i'm talking so...horribly toady)
BANG BANG BANG
and then everything would be perfect
hmm although some of those bangs include killing people
BUT i'm not going to do that
because that'd be very ver y horrible
and mean
and just
plain awful

i miss van O_O
and andy
but he's coming home tomorrow
so that doesn't really count
but van's not coming back for a while...
hmmm

and oddl yenough
i miss weetyr!
i know
i see him 5 days a week
yet
he's just so
...
not there anymore
it's like some alien's inhabited his body
and
he's not there anymore
YOU SUTPID ALIENS! GIVE ME BACK MY FRIEND!!!
yeah i'm sure we al lagree
that we want the old weetyr back
=) weetyr man
you're changing
just ask the girl and let the misery be over with
gosh
i'm sure that once youv'e asked her
you'll sotp losing sleep over it
and you won't be as tired anymore
and you might even be able to spend TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!!

and you know who else i miss?
i miss...
i miss jamie sullivan

i miss leslie burke

i miss hermione granger

i miss (NO I DO NOT MISS EDWARD CULLEN. GOSH! WHO DO YOU THINK I AM??!) Alice Cullen

I miss Wanda

see i miss a lot of people

and don't say they're just fictional
because they're NOT
in my world, they're real
so there.
i just miss having the time to go visit them in THEIR worlds
it's so disappointing when you go to bed knowing that you've missed the opportunity to go and meet up with so many friends
because you just haven't got the TIME
you know
i might go and visit William Beech
he's my friend at the moment
i've been in his world for about a day now
and i'm almost done with his book
already

you know i wish that
every time i went to bed
i went to bed thinking
'Yes...i've accomplished everything i wanted to today'
BUT
yu know, it's never going to happen
because there's so much i want to do
and i should stop sitting on my ass typing this
AND GO AND DO IT!!

first on my list
is:
go for a visit with William Beech and Mister Tom

aha wonder if you can guess where each of those characters come from?
be surprised if you could =)

without googling please
>__>
you know, (one last thing)
i reallky don't like it when i challenge people to find out where lyrics are from, or book characters
they just go google it
and are like
YEAH I KNOW THAT!
because they really don't
so don't try that crap with me
either you know it
or you don't
that's life.

. <--i smashed the key on my keyboard to show the finality of it. SO THERE.