to danielle

this is my response to your query
the reason i can't reply in the boxy thingo is because of thest upid word limit
and i know that i have a lot to say
well, more than 200 characters and i hate it how i would have to cut off and continue and you'd ahve to read from the bottom to the top and make it all confusing.
so anyway
no, you guys don't actually hold me back
it's everything else
it's me holding myself back
it's caution holdning myself back
and in small portions, it's also those who love me because they are so protective of me
they don't want to let me go
i don't want to let myself go
i mean, what would happen if i went out and did every single thing that i wanted to do?
what if every time i said to you guys, yeah i'd like to do this
and i actually went and did it?
well that wuoldn't be nice cause i'd be all broken and tired all the time and just..
it's just not possible right now
but one day
one day you and i will be out there conquering the world however we want
with noone to hold us back,
when noone can say "no, you can't do this, you're not old enough"
we'll be our own guardians.
that's what i mean by people holding me back
so no t neccessarily a bad thing
more a good thing than a bad thing =)
hope that made sense