thoughts

hey hey. i was thinking before
how everyon'es just..gone O_O
like
weetyr's in melbourne and has given up msn while he's there for the ultimate relaxation ness or something like that and he's not coming back until...thursday i think
danielle's down at the river and won't be back till friday
matt's...somehwere...cricket camp or somehting? O_O or maybe that's just what i was paying him out about..LOL
umm katrina's on music camp (i'm so jealous..)
and andy's just...not here...
well anyway so i was thinking how everyone's just not here (the people who usually reaed my blogs and comment heaps and fill up my cbox) and i'm thinking, so why the hell am i writing stuff still, if i know that when they come back they'll be hell pissed off at me cause they'll have so much crap to read through?
well for starters, i'm not sure if they'll even be bothered to read all of it LOL
they'll just read the altest one and be like oh what the hell screw the rest of htem LOL
so then i thought about why i actually blog
well now the answer seems so simple
yet it took me ages to work it out LOL
well, i blog for me
i blog because i like writing and it's a good way to release my thoughts
otherwise i'd just get so filled up and then i'd be like
KA BOOOOOOOOOOOM and then never shut up because then talking would be the only way of releasing all of my thoughts
LOL ask anyone
i talk too much.
way too much.
seriously
even danielle sees me as a threat =D
and that's pretty bad
=)
but yeah.
wel i was just htinking before when i was typing all of that ^
how eveyron'es going ot be AWAY in the first week
except matt
and me
and andy
and then in the second week, eveyron'es going to be here at home
except matt and me
matt's going fishing O_O
well i'll only be gone until monday, for 4 days, so that's not that bad
but then i was like
waht the helL?!
we're missing out
it's like
playing chasey =) and once eveyrone else gets back together
me and mtat are gone
and btw does anyone know what tessa's up to?
or is she sitting at home doing nothing like andy?
OMGSH SPEAKING OF WHICH
i need to email andy and franciska
hmmm
might go do that now, and stop boring you with my thoughts. stupid thoughts =)

oh hey, dani and matt
yo uguys shoudl SO see me fly.
i think im' getting stronger now =)
i can so totally fly my whole pool length and not be collapsing
that is my achievement for these holidays
some other time i'll get my fly up to 25...maybe 50 m
soon.
not now :D

more later i think