In response to your words...

to weetyr:
yes i do know (more than you could ever undersatnd) that it IS good to release things. to explode. hell yeah. i know it. trust me. ask thien. ask peter. ask nhu. ask julian. ASK ANYONE who has known me for...well ask anyone. because of everyone, i have the most experience with blowing up. trust me. and yes i am sorry too. i have no idea. why. but i jsut hate it when people make inferences about me. when peolpe make up theories. and i know it's your thing. i know well, it's been bugging me for my whole life. when people say oh yeah the girl is asian she must be smart. oh yeah that girl is asian she loves maths. FUCKING STOP WITH THE FUCKING STEREOTYPES. and hten i met you. wow you were so different from cliches and stereotypes. at first i was actually fascinated by the theories yo ucame up with, because the ones that i knew of were actually quite right. but then now becaus eyou know me too well it's just like...errrr stop please? so yeah. that's the message i was trying to put across. i just didn't do it very well, did i?

to danielle:
i was only using your chocolate thing as an example >__>
what i really was trying to say is this:
if you can't find the courage to leave behind the comforting shores of home, how can you expect to discover new horizons and meet new people, or even have any chances of living your dreams?
if you cant find the strenght to let go of your nice warm, SAFE home, how can you expect to be successful?
the idea is that to get somewhere in life, people need to let go of the past and just move on with life, because life goes on no matter what. the race of life is still being run, even if you decide to no longer participate. you lose if yo ucan't keep up. that's life.
no this is NOT all directed to you, dani. just that you said the chocolate thing and yeah. =)

to matt:
same thing as what i said to dani. except i have one more thing to add: the whole moving on with life is a recommendation. okay crapp yword. more like something that everyone should strive to do. when they're ready.

to axel:
it's good that you're reading and talking on my blog, but yeah. remember to not be a sheep. be your own voice. it's okay to agree, but i still think that yeah. don't worry. forget everything from "to axel" to the end.

so yeah. now for my REAL post for today