deceptive

so people can be deceptive.
their faces, attitudes can be deceptive of what they're really feeling on the inside. most of the time, when i seem content, i'm really not
and vice versa.
sometimes i seem really down but really, i'm so happy i'm practically floating along with no time to get back to earth.
well anyway, i read this quote on a cupboard at my cousin's house:

"The person who is always smiling doesn't mean that he has no problems. But the smile shows that he has the ability to overcome all those problems."

well =)
there you go, Michaela Udina
yes, Micky-a was the one who said to me
no way how could YOU be struggling through life? i mean, you're pretty, you're alwasy happy, you're smart, you're the president, you're PERFECT!
i was like...honey life doens't work like that. just becaus ei'ms miling doesn't mean i'm hurting and falling apart on the inside.
she still didn't believe me
either she just couldn't believe me or she refused to. because apparently the idea of me being so...troubled is inconceivable.
ha. shows how much she knows.

so yeah =) just thought i'd let you know how powerful and true that one quote is.
just because someone is smiling doesn't mean that they are really and truly happy.
yeah doesn't mean i have no problems. but i have the strength to overcome it all, right?
yeah guys i may be small
but i am TANK =D
LOL well, emotionally, i know i am
because, well although i crakced majorly this term, i could carry on?
i know people who fall down, and just can't get back up again.
something small happens that triggers it, and they're stuck in the never-ending whirls of self-pity and can't get up to move on.

"A champion is someone who can get up after falling down"

something like that. see?
my smile doesn't necessarily say,
"Hey, look at me, i'm carefree!!"
that would be lying
my smile says
"Hey, i can cope with my life, no matter how c rappy it gets at times"

there's a difference between those two smiles, on anyone's faces. just look out for the message that they are relaying wi th their smiles, because sometimes,
well a LOT of the time, people are misjudged, misread. because other people are just not open-minded enough. seriously guys
be open-minded about things in life. it will help you a LOT

so yeah.
read the smile right.
don't let deception get you