70th

well t his is the 70th post. just thought i'd mention that because just before i only had 69, and then i told danielle and andy and matt and yeah i reminded myself of mel's slight immaturity when it comes to that number. so i thought i ought to change it.
um yeah that didn't make sense
anyways
so.
last day of term 1
last day of term 1
doesnt' feel like it though,
i mean how gay
i mean IT DIDN"T EVEN RAIN!
that's really quite gay
and evne though we all walked home today completely and utterly dejected and pissed off because of crappy report cards, it still didn't feel like the end of term. even though eveyrone was going ou t to town and stuff, and we were all walking home as usual, there was none of the usual hugging and "naaww i'll miss youuu" "see you next term!" stuff. seriously. i was hugged once today. and it wasn't even a proper hug. it was like a...err umm a...hmmm. it was thomas putting his arm around my shoulder and saying naawww well done gia yen. and that was it. none of the usual yeah i'll see yo unext term crap. why? maybe because noone else felt like it was the end of term either. and it wasn't just me.
well everyone was officially pissed off at report cards
why? because yaer 10's much harder than what people expected. after year 9. man year 9 was such a lovely time. we did practically nothing. but anyways the reason that I didn't get straight A's is simply because stupid IB has been taking its toll on me. but i dunno, hopefully by next term i'll actuallly get my act togetr (dama's words) and work a LOT harder so i can pay more attention to the subjects that i'm NOT getting A's in. like stupid PE and music. music. i got a B. in Music. like WHAT THE HELL!? hmm.. that's a first. a MAJOR first.
iv'e only ever gotten A's in music. so what's different this year? mr holly. stupid mr holly. i don't know how he expects people to improve their work when he doesnt'e ven tell us what we've done wrong. i mean if he just ONCE explained to me what a freaking dimished 5th below E flat is, then MAYBE i mgiht be able to learn from my mistakes? oh well, i don't even know if i'm doing music next year at the moment. ensemble playing for sure.
but no theory. esriously. pissingme off much.
well i don't think i have much more to say.
this is becoming a stupid and pointless blog. lemme start fresh.