THE TALK

well today during recess
mr dama gave me THE TALK
alright, so it wasn't THE talk
not the birds and the bees one (LOL JACK and mitchell and me were t rying to figure out why it's called the BIRDS and the BEES, i mean IT MAKES NO SENSE! yeah we never came up with an answer....)
it was more about
um
well i shall tell the story, i guess

so during homegorup in the morning dama asked to talk to me during recess
and i said that i had to get my muffin first
because it is TUESDAY and i hate tuesdays and muffins make things a LOT better
so then he said, fine after yo uget your muffin

recess time (after freaking freakin MATHS...) he kicked some people out of GOLD1B and we talked in there
he basically told me how
he's noticed that i've just been so
i dunno
all over hte place
for the past few weeks
like i'ma ctually all over the place
he said he'd picked it up from "little comments that you drop, and the way you rush around all of the time tyring to get eveyrthing done"
well that's true
that's VERY true
i HAVE been running around everywhere trying to get things done
ie, today me and weetyr were late for the SRC meeting AGAIN T___T
president and vice
late
together LOL
yeah he was waiting for me
then i had to wait for him
because he forgot where he left his constitution and i'm like IT"S IN UR MATHS BOOK!
so anyway
i sprinted down to the library and we ran to the room together
except
he made it there first
damn his long legs
and i ended up crashing into the doorway. ouch. LOL
but yes
yeah like i said
i'm constantly runing around getting things DONE
ebcause things need to be done
because well
if they dont get done
how are they going to get done?
GAAHAHAHA LOL LOL at my last few lines. how lame T___T

so anyway
yeah mr dama told me to work hard
get things done
and he said this
"be humble on the outside and you can be vain on the inside as much as you want. appear to be humble because humility and pure talent and hard work equals success. with those, you are unstoppable no matter what you do in life."
he asked me what my goals are for this year
well here they are:
1. kick some IB ass
2. not...not...not get too wound up in little things
3. make the most of my time

and he told me not to worry about IB because well, it's only IB
>__> hmm

and he otld me that i needed to sort out my priorities in life and just slow down
because even he's noticed that i'm busy all of the time
and like
have no lunch times
EVER anymore T__T
I AM GOIGN TO CHANGE THAT
once this debate's over, i'll have more free time, yes? and then when the next debate comes up...err yeah it's this massive cycle LOL of hard work and debates
even michaela (SRC in year 9) has noticed that i'm really busy. see how hard it was to reschedule an SRC meeting today? yeah and i'm not even making the next one, so weetyr will get to run it. sigh

and mr dama also told me to atke up every opportunity to speak in front of a crowd because by the end of the year, all of my public speaking skills will be like DYNAMO
oooooh yeah
OOOH YEAH
BRING IT DUDES

yeah i guess that's pretyt much all that he told me
oh and he told me to make more time for the important stuff
like
READING
MATHS (>_________>)
etc etc
well
reading time?
yeah you all know that i have none atm
i'm MAKING some
don't you worry

yeah he told me to find out where all of my time's going
and he also asked if i'm very busy outside of school
and you know what i've realised guys?
well i have realised
that outside of school
all i have is church
love it
it's like
friday night=sports night at church (read, bludge meet friends night for me)
saturday night=choir practice at church
sunday morning=church
sunday noon ish=youth (OOOH YEAH LOVE IT DUDES)
sunday afternoons (when i can)=tennis with people
i love it
i really do
but that's my life
CHURCH
school
CHURCH
friends
school
CHURCH
family
CHURCH

i really do love my life
but yeah
where does all of my time go?
i mean
i'm doing my speeches in MATHS
nowt hat's pretty sad
yeah anyhow
need to work
a lot
so yeah

maybe more later =D

smile guys
smile because someone needs to do it for me
=)

i'm trying
i really am trying to keep my head up
just
getting tired from treading water
i mean i've been doing it for a while
i've been treading water for the past 8 weeks
so much stress
overwhelming

oh well
as long as i keep treading water
i'll be able to keep from drowning

OMGSH BTW i told ms walter (PE teacher) that i felt kinda like i was drowning, and she was like O_O you hAVE to go talk to someone, if you feel like ur drowning you HAVE to see someone SOON, like ms tw even!
and i'm like
err yeah um i'll see
and she said, in times like these, it's good to have a listening post

so any volunteers?
nah dw about it guys
no need to to worry you with my worries (AAHAHAHA HOW CHEESY)
i'll work it out
=D
all i need
is someone tall
to stand in the water with me
so i can hold onto them
to give my legs a bit of a rest

without me drowning LOL
need you guys there
for me to hold onto when i'm just too tired to keep on treading water
but not for a while
so don't you worry =D

so yeah
HOMEWORK!