so who's by my side?

how do you know?
like, how would i know who's by my side or not?
and who's REALLY there for me?
i guess the only way is to test that friendship
to see who really sticks by you when you're going through something crappy
that is breaking you
and you can see who your true friends really are, because those who only act like a true friend will turn away and leave you when you need them the most

i think that i woul dbe able to find out
if i were in Jamie Sullivan's position
if i were in her situation
i would find out who my REAL friends are
because eveyrone else simply would not care
they'd all just
lay off
and pretend like nothing's wrong

and they'll just avoid me
and not be able to look me in the eyes and tell me the truth anymore

that's all i want from a friend
someone to love and have around all the time
someone to depend on
someone i can trust with everything
someone i can tell things to, and know for certain that the next day noone else will know
someone i can just talk to about anything
i guess these are the qualifications for a bf too =D
a partner

well same story
how would you know that they're true to you?
my answer
they are completely comfortable around you
they make yo ufeel at ease all the time
they ahve that uncanny ability to make you smile no matter how crappy a mood you're in
they give you warm feelings inside
they make you HAPPY
they leave out time for you whenever you ask for it
they support you no matter what you do

so wait.
i'm still not sure
bceause someone who pretends to be a friend
or just ins't that true a friend
or someone who fakes their love then
well
they'd know to show all of these qualities, wouldnt theY?
i guess there's only one REAL way of determining who is true and who istn'
and that is
to test the relationship

now don't ask me how to do that
because i really don't know
do something crazy
cut all your hair off
dye it a very TB colour
and see if they stick by you even if they hate TBs and rate them as the WORST status you can get to

i'm sure i'm doing alright
but
i just hope that my inferences are right
i just hope that i'm not putting too much faith and trust into people who are just fooling me so well
that i just havne't noticed it yet.

ohw ell
i ugess we'll just see how things turn out
...