procrastination

well
i guess i am yet again procrastinating
HEY it's not MY fault that i have to do jap hw and i just dont' want to do it atm
because
well because it's due on friday right
and iv'e done like
well
i've done morethan weetyr
let's leave it at that
and i'm on the way to fnishiing it
so it's all good
well part of my procrastination was chatting
to matt
weetyr
andy
dani
vien
thien
julian
and yeah
and it was a pretty weighted convo with matt weetyr and andy
dude it was like...truth time
well it wasn't relaly truth time
it was just
i just wanted to get everything out htere
before it was too late and we would be wasting our last 3 ish years of high school getting pissed off at each otehr, an dbeing lost and not knowing what everyone's secersta nd truths are
esriously
before tonight
it was always just
everyone ahving secrest with like
a certain person in our gorup
and then eveyrone else
(in most cases, just the one person...*cough ANDY)
would be left out
and then they'd just be left to wodner about teh topic andw hat was being hiddne
but as of tonight eveyrone knows everything
it's so much fairer
and we waste less time
on stupid things like these
like why waste our time together?
i mean who knows wht athte future holds
like
whoa
in about 3 years
we could be all over the world!
after these last 3 years of high shcool
i could possibly enver see
weetyr
or
andy
or matt
or
dani
or
katrina
or
kelsey
or
tessa
or
SUSAN
or
nat
or
any of mys chool friends ever again!
who wuold flick my chin?
who would pull my hair?
WHO WOUDL FLICK RUBBER BANDS AT ME?!
WHO WOULD PULL ME DOWN WITH HER EVERY TIME SHE TRIPS?
who would scream and yell in the middle of the courtyard with me?
who would teach me how to throw a ball wthouth hurting anyone?
who would discuss twilight with me?
who would be my constant competition?

oh my GOSH i really shoudln't be wasting high school years
well from now on
i vow to make friends with everyone in my year
eveyrone in my school
make as many friends as possible
so that when i leave at the end of year 12
i hve no more regrets
nothing i want to change
i'm living life to the extreme now
to the FULL
swimming every year
doing what i love
just ebcause i nkow
that after high school with these dudes
i'll have to start fresh
possiblywihtout these guys
sigh
dont want it to happen too soon
let's pass the time
nicely
laughing
doing important stuff
and
having fun
=D
LET"S WASTE TIME
CHASING CARS
AROUND OUR HEADS....

LOL
and of course, playing music =D
doing what we love mostest

wow how very procrastinating
WAIT I HAVE MORE TO SAY BUT IT"S ON A DIFFERNET TOPIC SO SHALL START ANOTHER POST!