more to say

hey.
not everything is that great
trust me
i may be laughing at school
a lot
but think about it
think about what i'm thinking
when i'm quiet
you guys say that i'm kind of...just away of fin space
and sometimes i look rather distressed
ha.
guess why
i'm thinking gues
I THINK WAY TOO MUCH
but that's like my reserve
my thoughts
i can turn to those
when i'm unsure about soemhting
i think it through
i analyse it
and then after a while
it seems a bit better
in fact
it seems a lot better after it's been thought through
and i DO have a lot to say
so here i am
writing what i think
hmm so yeah.
i just
don't want things to happen too soon
gimme some time to enjoy lif ebefore you take it away and twist it into an unrecognisable side of me. please. don't change it too soon and too quickly
i don't wa nt anything to change
stay aw esome, pelase guys.
please.
stay. awesome.
love to all.
but just promise me one thing
don't change. stay awesome.
xx <--see how insecure i am? i'm giving away KISSES. WTF?!