I've seen better days

I have.
i've seen better days
and just after i posted my last blog
i heard this song
like, just by chance it started playing on my ipod

"Better Days" by Pete Murray
just thought i'd find some of the lyrics to show you

"I needed my friends there I just turned around
They were gone without a trace
I've seen better days
Put my face in my hands
Get down on my knees and I pray to God
Hope he sees me through till the end

Now I have just started
And I won't be done till the end
There's nothing I have lost
That was once placed upon the palm of my hands
And all of these hard times
Have faded round the bend
Now that I'm wiser I cannot wait
Till I can help my friends"

last line
i can't wait till i can help my friends
the othe rline
i needed my friends
but they weren't there

WELL DOES THAT SOUND FAMILIAR?
well iguess it does a lil bit
...
but i
am
working towards
getting over it
and just moving on
because clearly the other person doesn't want me to hang around much longer
guess all i can do now is jsut give up
and do what phong's telling me to do

leave herbe
if she needs me
she'lll ask
otherwise
her loss.